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What God has been teaching me in October


HIS ways.
His ways, His plans, His purposes
far outweigh my little, unimaginative dreams.
That He has me in the palm of His hand. 

More on relationships --- they truly are messy little {BIG} things.
Trying to be completely real with people, not the fake real,
is hard work for me.

Trying to face my struggles in my marriage.
The fact that submission shouldn't be seen as dirty, but freeing.
The fact that I can't seem to think that way.
I have a lot of growing to do.

That children need security. They need a place to call home.
More than my wanting to adopt.

I've really been learning, especially this week,
that mothering does NOT get easier the older my children 
In fact, it's harder.
I didn't think peer pressure would already be starting, but it is.
This past week I have felt very much less than.
Very much just so un-put together.
Such a mess. 
Thankfully HIS grace --- is far greater than how much I'm not that put together mom.
Thankfully HE loves my children more than I do.

What is God doing in YOUR life?
Link up with Amber and share your heart!


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  1. Thank you for linking up, you are a treasure and we are ALL works in progress. Thank you for sharing your mess sister!

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