March inspiration

In January & February I posted pictures of items found on pinterest that give me inspiration. This month I want something more, something that I can physically grasp that is spurring my soul on. To more of Jesus, more of my husband and more of my children. To grow deeper & love more unselfishly.

I don't want to wait. I don't want to phone to cause me to tense up. I want to live in the moment with those around me. To take every special moment with my husband and beautiful and precious. And remember that the not so fun moments pass. I want to listen to every made up pokemon, read every story & be attentive to every tantrum. To be fully present with the family & friends are around even though my flesh cries hide in your own little world.

I want to live this life without fear & be ready for what comes next.

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Its link up time Of all the link ups I've been involved with this is my favorite! Melody // Dance Parties In The Rain Rachael // Kincaid Parade Rachel // Finding Joy Come link up with Ashley and Nadine for this month's Girl Behind The Blog

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