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Why vague --- because the details are not necessary
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Woah!!!
Life has been a whirlwind.
You know all those pre-licensing classes you have to take --- ummm they sort of actually don't prepare you as much as I thought they would.
Listening to all the stories, especially the horror stories, would have been a good idea.
Knowing Jesus has my hand through it all slightly makes me angry why we are here, yet so comforting to know His plans far outweigh anything I could think or imagine.
I never knew how deeply Doug and I would lean on each other, and make sure emotionally & mentally we are ok like we do now.

I am so thankful for all the encouragement and prayers we have received because they are so needed and are honey to our souls.

I have had to learn to live with a messy home. I mean, before I wasn't satisfied...but now, well my poor little idea of the cleaning schedule has been thrown right out the window. I know in time things will adjust easier, but for now, there will be popcorn kernels on the floor, mulch all over the kitchen floor & stinky bathrooms {I mean seriously, 3 little boys are just disgusting!}


As of now...this song



is what I'm clinging to.

PS -- working with awesome people who love their job is not just a bonus, but how we have kept on keeping on.

We are on survive mode///
Keep the prayers & words of encouragement coming as we walk through this storm. 

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