I don't want to wait. I don't want to phone to cause me to tense up. I want to live in the moment with those around me. To take every special moment with my husband and beautiful and precious. And remember that the not so fun moments pass. I want to listen to every made up pokemon, read every story & be attentive to every tantrum. To be fully present with the family & friends are around even though my flesh cries hide in your own little world.
I want to live this life without fear & be ready for what comes next.